Deep within me lies a story..

A bunch of quiz taken with their results.. =)

2010-08-18T15:41:00.003+08:00

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Do u Have Six Senses?

Your Sixth Sense Score: 87%

You certainly have the sixth sense and it will lead you to success.

What's your working style?

You are friendly, adaptable and a realist. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.

You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone-- including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.

You are actively curious about objects, scenery, activities, food, people, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:

a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
an artistic taste and judgement
the handling of tools and materials

With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be gifted problem solvers. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.

You make your decisions by using the logical analysis of thinking rather than the more personal values of feeling. Your thinking enables you to crack down when the situation calls for toughness, and also helps you grasp underlying principles. You learn more effective in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.

You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are engineering, police work, credit investigation, marketing, health technologies, construction, production, recreation, food services, and many kinds of troubleshooting.

You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.

How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

The five-question personality test.

Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You like changes. Going for a trip is challenging to you.
No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

How do you choose your soulmate?

The decisions you have made indicates your criteria in choosing your soulmate.
More important matters come first on the list below:

Love
Appearance
Education
Money

Emotion Test.

Here is the analysis:

Your emotional controlled rate: 43%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.

Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

Psychological Test

Here is the analysis:

You have a complicated personality.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Top.
You are stubborn, the size of this personality as seen by others is very big.
Diamond means stubborn personality.
You are also unpredictable, wild and exciting.
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.

Personality Quiz..

2010-08-18T12:25:00.003+08:00

Took this quiz from Saktia and here was what it said about me:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Im 56% mentally unstable? LOL!

2009-11-29T00:04:00.001+08:00

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blond.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
TOTAL: 2

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just can't stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'
TOTAL: 3

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. e.g. picks, cards, pens, phones, money, keys etc.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
TOTAL: 3

Grand Total : 14

Take your grand total,
Multiply by 4,

Put the title as : I'm ___% mentally unstable.

My Kind of Boy..

2009-08-03T14:50:00.003+08:00

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 10 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1.Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Yes, in some way.

2. Smart?
Yes, in certain areas.

3. Preferred age?
Don't really mind.

4. Preferred height?
Anything as long as he's taller than me.

5. How about sense of humor?
A must have. I like guys who can make me laugh.

6. How about piercings?
Its fine.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Definitely,but I think is hard to find one!!

8. Pink hair?
I'd prefer normal colours.

9. Mushy or no?
Mushy!!

10. Thin or fat?
Healthy.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Anything.

12. Long hair or short hair?
in between?

13. Plastic or metal?
Huh??

14. Smells good?
Yes!!

15. Smoker?
A definite NO NO!

16. Drinker?
Sure.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Dont really know what that type means.

18. Musically inclined?
Yes.

19. Plays piano?
Its a plus point.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Both is fine.

21. Plays violin?
Cool!

22. Sings very good?
Its a plus point if he can.

23. Vain?
NO WAY!

24. With glasses?
Its fine.

25. With braces?
No.

26. Shy type?
NO WAY!

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
In between.

28. Active or passive?
Active!

29. Tight or bomb?
WAT?

30. Singer or dancer?
Both.

31. Stunner?
Nah.

32. Hiphop?
Not so into it.

33. Earrings?
Doesn't matter.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
Nope!

35. Dimples?
Nice!

36. Bookworm?
Good cause i love to read.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
YES!

38. Playful?
Yes!

39. Flirt?
Only if its with me!

40. Poem writer?
DEFINITELY.

41. Serious?
Nope..smile always!

42. Campus crush?
Nah.

43. Painter?
I don't mind.

44. Religious?
Good.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Half half.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Neither.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
Nonsense!

48. Loyal o faithful?
Isnt it the same? Well both.

49. Good kisser?
A plus point.

50. loves children??
Yes!

I tag:

Helena Loh
Christina Abigail
Glynn Noella Wong
Juan Margrita
Saktia Panchakaran
CK Chan
Alexander Loh
Grace Lim
Leithiga
Adelene

I'm Home

2009-06-29T12:25:00.010+08:00

I am back from Singapore and well it was fun. It was just me and my 2 cousins all alone in Singapore. How cool is that?? Our mode of transport there was bus. I was there for 3 days and frankly i felt like staying there already. 1st of, it was shopping heaven. Well for Singaporeans at least. If you're staying there then its fine but if not then the it maybe very costly as 1 Singapore dollar is equal to Rm2.4o. Freaking expensive!! If i worked in Singapore rich la like that.

Next its the food. Malaysia also got nice food but there also. Because it is not an islamic country so more varieties. Even shopping has more varieties. As in things to choose from an see. The malls there are awesome!! Spectacular i tell u!! There's this place called Sentosa Island. Just gorgeous!! u can take a ride, its like a cabel car, well same concept la but its not fully covered like that. Its more like the seats for faris wheels. Like that and iy crosses over the sea from the mall to the island. Its freaking high and scary but them nice!!

You'll sit on this swing-like sit and all you have is a metal rod to hold on too and down below is the sea. For those of you with weak hearts i suggest you take the ferry ride instead. But anyways its from the mall you know. From this place called harbour point. Damn awesome la!! Then there was this store selling candies and chocolates from all over the world!! Italy, Germany, New Zealand, Holand, Canada and so on. Can you freaking imagine??!!! We so dont have that in our country and i wonder why la.

And another amazing thing was this mall had this place built of woods which faces Sentosa Island. Its like a jetty and there is this pond like place where it is filled with water. It will be supplying warm water to that pond like place. You can walk in it. Its suppose to sooth your legs after a long shopping spree i guess and you can just sit there and rest too as it is like park plus pond like area. Gorgeous la!!! and the view of the sea, AWESOME!!

Then we spent a whole lot of time playing pool and karaoke-ing at my uncle's bar. that was fun too. Basically it was fun. Living in Singapore is fun only if your staying there, other wise its too costly when you convert to our money. Even so, its still boring there. I mean life there is not goin too the places and stuff a bit boring. Night life there is boring too!! let me tell you that!! K.L and Bangsar and all the hot spot here more chun la. The clubs there sucks! not much UUmmmpphh la. Plus all apartment types houses only. Well it has its pros and cons la stayinbg there but i still like it here cause its where i grew up.

Here are some pics we took :

Me and April..

Me and Kim..

I took this pic cause this boy was too cute and he wanted to pose so why not..

April, Me, Lavaanya and Suvithra..

Sentosa Island is just opposite..

Can u see the ship??

Sorry, quite blury..

Me, Kim, Uncle?, April, James Mama and Kanna Mama..

Our bus coming back..

I took the pics to show you how big and spacious it was..

Freaking big and comfortable i tell ya!!

Look at that!! So much of space!! Even if i stretched my legs i couldn't put my feet on the metal thing la..

Im a very bad influence? LOL!

2009-06-22T13:18:00.004+08:00

Before you start, tag 6 people.

Saktia Panchakaran
Helena Loh
Joshua Tee
Juan Margrita
Glynn Noella Wong
Christina Abigail

Now start. . .

i have. . . (point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

MY TOTAL: 6

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 5

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
7. received a ticket.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar

MY TOTAL: 6

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

MY TOTAL: 5

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbour.

MY TOTAL: 3

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

MY TOTAL: 5

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

MY TOTAL: 4

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

MY TOTAL: 4

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

MY TOTAL: 5

Grand Total: 43

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

100 Truths Tagged By Helena

2009-06-14T22:08:00.007+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write with 100 Truths about you.
At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Peach passion fruit juice

2. Last phone call: My wuggly puggy babyboo.. =)

3. Last text message: My Boyfriend

4. Last song you listened to: Flo Rida - Sugar

5. Last time you cried: Awhile ago. Was too happy.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: As in the same person twice then yes. My current boyfriend. But if it is 2 at a time then of course no.

7. Been cheated on: Yes! but whatever! i dont care now!

8. Kissed someone & regretted: I dont think so.

9. Lost someone special: YES! My dad.

10. Been depressed: Yeah obviously.

11. Been drunk and threw up: Tipsy - Yes but never drunk nor threw up.

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12. black

13. pink

14. Actually i love all colours

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: YES!

16. Fallen out of love: NOPE! more into love actually.

17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah!! Al ot!! Just today infact.

18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah i've met some.

19. Found out who your true friends were: Most definitely yes!

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah but i dont really care! if you dont like me you're loss so just get lost.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Not on the lips of course.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: At least 80% ?

23. How many kids do you want to have: Max - 2

24. Do you have any pets: Yes, an adorable dog called Darling

25. Do you want to change your name: Nope. I love my name!!

26. What did you do for your last birthday: I had a suprised party for my birthday.

27. What time did you wake up today: 9.30 am.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: On the phone with my boyfriend.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: My camping trip!

30. Last time you saw your Mother : A few minutes ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish my dad would have lived longer.

32. What are you listening to right now: Taylor Swift - Love Story

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing for now. I quite cool since exams are over.

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Friendster, My Blog and My playlist.

36. Whats your real name: Tracy May Dayvi

37. Nicknames: I have a bunch

38. Relationship Status: In a relationship with Huraj a/l Demadu and loving it!!

39. Zodiac sign: Gemini

40. Male or female?: Female

45. Long or short: Very long hair

46. Height: 5ft 2 inches

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Im in love actually

48. What do you like about yourself?: Im strong, brave, independant, patient and nice.

49. Piercings: 7, 1-on my nose, 2-on my left ear and 4-on my right ear

50. Tattoos: I want one but im scared.

51. Righty or lefty: Righty!

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Havent and i dont want to

53. First piercing: 1 years old?

54. First best friend: Ong Su Koon

55. First sport you joined: Running?

56. First vacation: Not sure if it was Phillippines of Penang 1st.

58. First pair of trainers: How am i suppose to know??

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope

60. Drinking: Nope

61. I'm about to: Eat

62. Listening to: Beyonce Knowles - Halo

63. Waiting for: My boyfriend to call me

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yes

65. Get Married?: Of course

66. Career?: Most definitely yes!!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Both

68. Hugs or kisses: Both. How can i choose?

69. Shorter or taller: It doesnt matter.

70. Older or Younger: Same as the above

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both if can. hehe.

73. Sensitive or loud: In between

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship of course

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Never

77. Drank hard liquor: Yup, loved it compared to beer

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Lost my glasses

79. Sex on first date: Never!!

80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah i have. didnt want to though.

82. Been arrested: Nope.

83. Turned someone down: YES. many times.

84. Cried when someone died: Yeah of course!!

85. Fallen for a friend?: of course. you become friends first then only we can move to being in a relationship right?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes of course i do

87. Miracles: Yes!!

88. Love at first sight: Yes!! that's how my story happened so yeah.

89. Heaven: Yeah!

90. Santa Claus: Maybe

91. Kiss on the first date: Cheeks only i guess.

92. Angels: Yes of course!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Never!

95. Did you sing today?: Yeah!!

96. Ever cheated on somebody? : Nope, im pretty loyal.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: To the day before my dad passed away.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : Same as the above.

99.Are you afraid of falling in love? : No why should i be?

100. Posting this as 100 truths? : Like Duh!!

I tag:

Saktia
Juan Margrita
Glynn Noella Wong
Christina Abigail
Helena Loh
Joshua Tee

Tagged By The Lovely Miss Saktia

2009-06-14T21:46:00.007+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
On my Forehead. It just gives me such an intense deep feeling of love and care. I just love it when my boyfriend kisses me on the forehead.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
I wished i could have slept longer but i couldnt. Helena woke me up to go and take my SPM certificate. *Sigh*

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH?
Helena, yesterday.

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
Not even close and i am so glad that i am not. It keeps me grounded in life.

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
Maybe. Would love to but i am scared.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
Yes i have. 2 infact.

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
No! Y should i?

8. What does your last text message SAY?
Its from my boyfriend saying he's home.

9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
Many things actually. Cant decide on 1.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
Yes. My dad.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
3a.m. *SOBS*

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
I got it as a gift.

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
Huraj

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?
My boyfriend.

TEN Lucky People to do this quiz .
1. Juan Margrita
2. Helena Loh
3. Chan Chee Keong
4. Joshua Tee
5. Leithiga
6. Grace Lim
7. Christina Abigail
8. Glynn Noella Wong.
9. Adelene
10.Alexander Loh

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH?
No one actually. She's single.

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE?
A male.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good?
YES! they know each other and are super close.

18. What is no.1 studying?
Not quite sure.

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
A few recently and a few a very long time ago.

20. IS no.4 SINGLE?
Nope. He's already taken.

21. Say something about no.2.
She's such a nice and sweet girl.

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER?
Hmm. It could work.

23. Describe no.9.
Someone I know.

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT?
I dont know. Will stop it i guess.

25 . Do you like no.8?
Yeah. She's really nice.

Finally!! Exam fever is over!!

2009-06-14T15:25:00.009+08:00

WWWWooooooohhhhhooooooo!!!! Bye bye exams n hello holidays!!!! 3 months baby!!! damn the wait was long but it is finally here.

Now i can finally get back to everything that i've been putting off lately and let me tell you, it's a whole lot of things. I've been putting of exercising, reading my novels, blogging, hanging out. Basically a lot of things but because of exams i had to put my entire focus on that alone.

Anyhoos... i was at Carrefour Alamanda a few weeks back and they had a book sale. All the books were Rm5 each. How cool is that? Well for me of cause. hehe. I bought a bunch. So now i can spend my time reading.

Another things that was on my mind was songs. Nice slow songs which are soothing to the soul. Im glad to able to sit down and listen to all of it now. I finally have time. Well as i was thinking of that, i thought of this endless song, Lifehouse-Everything.

I got to know about this song through a church camp. You can click below to watch the it. The video is awesome i tell you!! The meaning is just superb and it gives you an overwhelming feeling of strength and faith. So for all you christians out there and others too who have seen or have not seen the video. Hope you'll enjoy it.

Super Lucky

2009-06-06T19:52:00.008+08:00

I didnt have time to study for tort. I didnt even have enough sleep but i was falling asleep while i was revising on the sofa. I sat there till it was 5.45am. Not only was i busy for my dad's 1 year anniversary, i also had my cousins around from phillippines. Damn i had major distractions. I was so tempted to have fun but at the same time i needed to study.

Well in the end i only manage to fully study 2 chapters of tort which are negligence and remedies in tort. So I was panicking. As i got to the exam hall i just prayed that i could do my best. Well i had high hopes for contract cause i had time to prepare and my lecturer was good. However when i open the paper the questions were super hard.

Unlike contract, my lecturer was hopeless. At least to me she is. I couldnt understand a thing she was teaching me during class and her lectures were absolutely boring. So that made attending her class pointless. However, 2 days before the exam we were informed that there will be an intensive revision class done by this other lecturer as our tort lecturer was in the hospital as she was in labour. To my absolute joy, this other lecturer was incredible. Just in 1 day in understood tort which my tort couldnt make me understand in 6 months. Can u believe it?

Well anyhoo.. when i sat there for my tort paper, a friend on my left who got the paper 1st told me that there is a question on Rylands V Fletcher and i was like shit! I didnt get to study that part. So i was freaking out even more. As i intensely await for the invigilators to lay the paper down on my table i was praying that i could go through this exam. The moment i opened the paper and saw the rest of the questions i grinned and smiled so wide! I had to answer 3 out of 6 questions and i was super lucky as there were 2 questions on negligence and 1 on remedies in tort.

So i was happy that at least i wouldnt write crap but even so i dont know if i did the questions right. So all i can do now is just hope for the best.

Anyways my dad's anniversary went on smoothly. My friends and a bunch people who knew my dad were there. It was quite emotional for me. To go through that day just reminded me so clearly of the day he passed away. I still miss him till this very day. No matter what happens i dont think the pain can go away as he is a part of me that i never want to erase.

But im a stronger person as i go by each day. I thank god for having him as my dad as he was the best to me. He was my knight in shining amour. He thought me the ways of the world. My mum says im a lot like him. Well i hope i have a little bit of him in me. I do accept what has happen and i dont blame god. Its just that it breaks my heart to know that he left us so soon. There's still so many things to be said and done.

I wanted him to see me graduate. To see me be an accomplished woman. To see my future husband. Many dreams and wishes were crushed on the very day he left. I just pray for strength and that his presence will be stronger with me everyday. I Love you so much daddy!! And i will always be your little girl.

Sigh

2009-05-28T23:49:00.006+08:00

*Sigh* Damn sad la. Exam was hard i guess. I forgot the cases la!! How to write the essays la like that?! Well bye bye contract. Hope i don't fail!! I'm scared now. Need to study for tort now!! STUDY!! STUDY!! Hopefully by some incredible miracle tort wouldn't be so bad. Tomorrow is my b.day but i don't really feel excited about it.
I don't know why but i fell so emotional. Missing my dad too. Plus i'm feeling lonely.
Well hope things will change soon.

Happy Birthday Darling!!

2009-05-17T23:48:00.006+08:00

Today my dog's 1st birthday. Her name is Darling. She's a Shitzu. A very adorable, intelligent but naughty little sweety of mine. So Happy Birthday!! Even though i know your never going to read this and its not like you can either yet i still wanted make a tribute to you. You're not just a dog, your family. And we love you!!

Anyways, Darling got a makeover about a week or two ago. We normally keep her fur long but since it had too many tangles and it was to painful untangle it, therefore we decided to cut her fur short.

Here are some before and afters:

Before:

After:

YAY!!

2009-05-17T23:29:00.009+08:00

My relatives are finally here from philippines. They arrived here on thursday. I'm super happy!! WWWhhhhhhhhheeeeeee!!!!!! Plus they brought loads of goodies for me.. aka FOOD!! haha..

Well so far i've taken them to a couple of places. We went to Mines Wonderland. Then we went swimming. We even spent time playing Bingo and card games like UNO and Lucky 9.
Lucky 9 was really fun too. We had a great laugh playing it because we had to face the penalty if we lost. You will understand what i mean when you see the pictures.

Though i'm having so much fun i'm torn between having to study and spending time with them because my finals are coming up and i'm packed with revision classes too. SIGH!!!
Y me?? Y?? Hmmmmm..hopefully ill be ready for exams. That's really worrying me right now.

Anyways here's some glimpse of what we did so far:

At the airport:

Swimming:

At Mines Wonderland:

After our cards session:

50 Little Secrets..

2009-05-13T12:40:00.007+08:00

50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least ten friends

01. Who was your last text from?
- My Boyfriend, Huraj.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
- In Phillippines during my 18th birthday bash.

03. Your relationship status?
- Im in a relationship..and LOVING IT!! =)

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
- I hope not cause i definitely don't want that.

05. What is your current mood?
- Worried..cause exams are coming soon.

06. How many siblings do you have?
- Just me and my little brother.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
- Russell Ganesh.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
- With him.

09. Have a crazy side?
-Hehe..yeah.. i bet.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
- uhhh..i tink so?

11. Something you do a lot?
- talk or laugh. haha!

12. Angry at anyone?
- Yeah, at dumb****. I think a bunch of us are for that matter, right syg?

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
- Nothing..i already have him..=)

14. When was the last time you cried?
- On labour day, missing my dad.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- Yup.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
- My boyfriend, i wish he was there with me.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Huraj again. =)

18. What is your favorite song?
- Too many la!!

19. What are you doing right now?
-Updating my blog.

20. Who do you trust right now?
- God, my family, my boyfriend and certain friends.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- My cousin from Phillippines.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
- Eeehehehehe. Yeah. =)

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
- Anastasia.

24. Describe your life in one word?
-Interesting!!

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
- My dad.

26. What should you be doing right now?
- Studying!!

27. What are you listening to?
- Bone Thugs And Harmony - Nuff Respect.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
- Cynthia.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
- My mum?

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
-Nope. Im pretty much myself.

31. What is your natural hair color?
- Dark brown.=)

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- My boyfriend..

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
- erm...my dad. im missing him.

34. What do you hear?
- My dog snoring. haha. Darling darling.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
- Straight! hehe.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
- hmm..don't think so.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
- Yeah.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
- Yeah, all d time.=)

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- hahaha. Yeah! =P

41. Are you happy with life right now?
- I MOST CERTAINLY AM!!

42. Are you currently jealous?
- Nope.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
-My gold chain with a cross pendant. A gift from my dad actually.

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
- Had to attend class.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yeah but i don't care cause I have a special someone now and I am happy.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- I guess so.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
- No one in particular.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- I had flu, fever and cough. (looks like the whole package huh)

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
-1.00 am

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- Nope but i believe i am about to.

I tag :
Saktia
Helena
Joshua
Chan Chee Keong
Alexander
Adelene
Leithiga

Mummy, you are the reason I am here!

2009-05-10T18:06:00.021+08:00

This joyous day only comes around once in every year. Its a day that we get to show extra our tribute to all the lovely mothers for their years of being our role models and showing us each day how amazing our lives with them around.

Firstly, i would like to show my biggest tribute to my incredible mother who has shown me so much of love and attention. She has always been there for me in every way. She brought me up with lots of wisdom and self dignity that i am able to held my head up high and walk through the strong currents of life without allowing it to overthrow me.

She taught me how to pick myself up time and time again after every fall and not to accept defeat easily. She taught me how to be a better friend, a better daughter and a better person. She taught me that life is not as easy as it seems. She taught me to be aware of unwanted dangers that lurk in people's heart. She taught me many things which is why i am able to stand on my own two feet. She is the reason why i am able to call myself an independant lady maturing towards womenhood. I am who am today because of her. She has provided me with a great past which has prepared me for the comings of the future.

I was able to accept daddy's death as you have prepared me to be strong enough to face such struggles. Mummy, I am so blessed and grateful to have you as my mother. I know now that you need me and Russell more than ever to help you through your pain and sorrows. Know that we are always here for you. You are one of the most precious people in my life and i can never live without you. I will cherish and treasure you always. I love you so much mummy!!!!!! For ever and for always!!!!

Thank you as well to all the mothers out there for everything you've done. Thank you for going through all the times of hardships, willingly sacrificing for us and for making the world a better place.

Friendster Layouts - Myspace Quotes - Myspace Surveys

Mummy and russell.

Clowning around.

Mummy and My Baby Sayang.

Happy times.

I love this pic! I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

My Amazing Mother!

Some of the Lovely Mothers i know:

My Grandma and My Mum.

Mummy and Jeeva Atte.

Sara Atte.

I Tag U!

2009-05-06T12:44:00.007+08:00

Name the people you tagged.

Helena Loh
Joshua Tee
Christina Abigail
Juan Margarita
Chan Chee Keong

Describe yourself in one word.
Understanding.

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
I would pick both. How can I be happy with the person if the person is not the one I love and if he doesn't really love me.

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Not really. Im pretty upfront with my feelings that is if I want them to know and if I do I bet they could tell.

5. How if people reject your confession face to face?
I may be hurt if they are harsh but I would be okay with it. Their lost and besides, I bet someone better would come my way.

6. God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
I will love you forever and always. Know that ill always be watching you and guiding you cause I shall always be in your heart.

7. What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
Up to you then.

8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yeah, I felt bad for the person so I thought of giving it a shot but it never worked. You can never be happy with someone if you don't love them.

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
Yes, a good support system.

10. Long distance love?
If I really love the person then why not but it wouldnt be easy. But then again I dont think my boyfriend would agree to it as he cannot stand being far away from me and neither can I. (ryte boo?) ^_^

11. Best place to cry?
In my room.

12. Who do you love the most?
God, my family, my boyfriend and those wonderful ppl who are always there for me.(list to long if were to name you all la)

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
I cant remember if had one.

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
Hate is a very strong word. Despise sounds much better but yeah. Hehe.

15. The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard?
Hmm. i've heard a couple but would rather keep it to myself.

16. The last person you had a beer with?
My boyfriend, Jabez and Saktia but then again I was only having a few sips cause I hate beer. LOL.

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
My boyfriend and my mummy.

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
My boyfriend. Hehe. I Love You Baby Sayang!!

19. The last person you hugged?

My boyfriend again. Hehe!

20. The last person you yelled at?
Terran Vincent!! Dumb ass!!

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
Hehe. Yeah. My boyfriend of course.

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
A stupid ex-friend of mine is behaving like an ass trying to stir up problems!! GRRRR!!

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I'd wish my dad was around longer and I wish I would have a happy life and successful career.

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Rome, Venice, Italy, Paris..aiyo whole of Europe la better.. hehe.

25. What you hate the most?
Losing the one I love and failing.

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
My relationship with my boyfriend.

27. Five facts about me:

I am super in love with my boyfriend!!
i love my family so much!!
i am understanding
i am patient
i love reading, writing poetry and spending time with the ones I love.

28. Five things that scare me:

death
losing my loved ones
failing in life
accidents
being lonely

29. Two songs playing in my head lately:

Boom Boom Pow – B.E.P.
Sugar – Flo Rida ft Wynter.

30. Five things I treasure in my life :

God.
my family.
my boyfriend.
my friends.
my dog

Where Do I Start?

2009-05-06T12:16:00.005+08:00

Have you ever had a best friend?
Of course. Many actually.

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
Yeah, I have. In many ways in fact but I have changed for the better. However, I am still true to myself. :)

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
Yeah!! I cant wait for my relatives to come down from Phillippines!! Gosh, I miss them!!

Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Kinda but then again as long as those who are close to me know me and those who get to know me can see the real me then it doesn't really matter.

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
I don't have Myspace.

Let's test your memory, what were you doing during your last kiss?
Standing near my car saying goodbye to my boyfriend and his friend before I leave.

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
Nope.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I bet. I don't know about others but I know my boyfriend is. HAHA.

Who's your guy best friend?
Joshua Tee and Aloysius Gomez.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
My Boyfriend and my friends. Hehe.

Do you know the last person you were in a car with other than family?
Janaki Chelliah

When is the last time you talked to your grandma?
3rd May 2009.

Last time you were on the phone?
I'm on the phone now actually.

Are you depressed?
Not really. More upset actually. I want the damn problems to be solved fast. :( :( :(

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Yeah. My boyfriend.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
Not really.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Yes. Hehe. My boyfriend.

Who was the last person that left you a comment?
Saktia. On my chat box in my blog.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Studying and spending time with my boyfriend, Jabez and Saktia.

Who's the prettiest girl you've ever met?
Saktia Panchakaran, Helena Loh, Janaki Chelliah, Lai Su Yen, Claire-Rose, Jessy Chin, Anastasia and Andrea.

Have you held hands with anyone in the past week?
Yes. With my Babyboo.

Ever go camping?
Yeah I did. During school days. I even hosted camping parties and attended my friends' camping parties. Gosh, I do miss the old days.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
Just now.

Are you missing out?
I am missing out but my time will come.

What are you listening to right now?
Sugar – Flo Rida ft Wynter.

Last time you made a bet with someone?
I don't really do bets.

Will this weekend be a good one?
I most definitely hope so. Besides its mother's day this weekend.

How are you feeling today?
Lazy, pissed off with someone and excited.

Have you ever been cheated on?
Yeah, many times.

Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it?
No! i certainly hope not.

Would you ever quit a bad habit for someone?
Yes of course if they would quit habits too. To be quite frank I quit my bad habits when boyfriend agreed to quit his.

Who was the last peron's voice you heard?
My boyfriend's.

Whats the last thing you made for someone?
Nothing really.

Has anyone dissapointed you recently?
Kinda.

How late did you stay up last night?
4.30am

Are you a morning person or a night person?
It depends but I think I am more of a night person.

What's something you really want right now?
A new handphone.

Do you regret doing something today?
Nope.

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Yes.

Do you miss anyone?
My Dad.

Do you like Mexican food?
Not really but would love too. I love food!!

What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing? I'm in the house la.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Nope. None that i can think of.

Was your New Years Eve enjoyable?
it was awesome!!! i was in Phillippines but I was missing my boyfriend cause he was in Malaysia during New Years Eve.

How was your Christmas?
It was okay la but I was heartbroken cause it was my boyfriend's b.day but I couldn't celebrate his b.day nor Christmas with him cause I was in Phillippines and he was in Malaysia. That was supposed to be the 1st time he celebrated his b.day with me ever since we got together. So that was upseting. Plus it was my 1st Christmas spent without my dad's presence so a gloomy Christmas it was.

How are you feeling?
tired, lazy and worried.

Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
Yes.

Ever receive a really long apology?
Yeah, from my boyfriend.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Nope and I hope it stays that way.

Is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without?
Yeah, my family and my boyfriend.

How many close friends do you have?
Maybe about 10+. Too many to count actually.

Who is the most beautiful person you know?
My Mother.

Most annoying?
Terran Vincent and his father!! Such a****!!

Who in your life has hurt you the most?
Many ppl actually but never mind. What goes around comes around.

Is there someone you know you should hate, but you cant?
I don't really hate ppl, I just despise them.

Do you like someone as more than a friend right now?
YEAH!! HURAJ!! MY SUNSHINE!!

Do you miss anybody?
Yeah loads of ppl.

Have you ever lost anybody close to you?
Yeah, my dad!!! SOBS!!

Is there anyone you trust even though you should not?
I certainly hope not.

Who knows you best?
God, my boyfriend and my friends.

Relationship or Hook-Up?
Relationship, definitely.

Ever been in love with someone?
Uuhhh? Yeah!!

Need anyone?
Yes i do. I am independant but that doesnt mean i would want to be lonely.

Few close friends or many acquaintances?
I have a few close friends that i can trust so many acquaintances i guess.

Has anybody in your family ever let you down?
Yeah they have but they have stepped up.

Anybody in your friends ever let you down?
Yeah they have but I hope it wont happen again.

Who have you let down the most?
My parents but I hope I made it up to them.

Who is your best friend of the same sex?
Janaki Chelliah, Helena Loh, Anastasia, Lai Su Yen, Jessy Chin.

Best friend of the opposite sex?
Joshua Tee.

Ever told a member of the opposite sex you loved them?
Obviously!!!

Who do you know is the most ambitious?
My Boyfriend.

Who is the most frustrating?
Terran Vincent!!

Who is the loudest?
My Brother.

Who is the quietest?
Ee Hann.

Who is the most genuine?
My family,my boyfriend and a couple of my friends.

Who has the power to make your world fall apart?
My loved ones.

Wanna say something to someone?
Love U, Love U, Love U!!!!!

Wish things could have gone differently with someone?
Depends.

Hows your heart lately?
Besides missing my dad its been good.

Written on 5/05/2009

Will I be the next president?

2009-05-06T11:26:00.008+08:00

TODAY :

What is today's date?
5th of May 2009.

What was the first thing that happened?
I got a text msg from my boyfriend wishing me good morning.

Who was the first person you talked to?
My boyfriend.

What was the best thing that happened so far?
Hehe. Many things actually.

What was the best thing you've eaten?
Nasi lemak special at Old Town Cafe.

Whats the worst thing you've eaten?
Nothing actually.

Who were you with?
My boyfriend, Anil's parents and Dinesh.

Where did you go?
Went to 888.

What did you wear?
A black top with jeans.

What did you buy?
Iced Tea.

What was the best song you heard?
Sugar – Flo Rida ft Wynter.

What's the funniest thing that happened?
Nothing really.

TOMORROW :

Whats tomorrow's date?
6^th May 2009.

Got any plans?
Going for a movie.

Is there anything you HAVE to do?
STUDY!!!

Who are you going to be with?
My Boyfriend, Jabez and Saktia.

What would you like to get accomplished?
Finish folding the clothes and some paper work for my mum.

Who are you definitely going to talk to?
My boyfriend, Jabez, Saktia, my bro and my mummy.

Do you have to go to school/work?
Nope but I may go to college anyways. Can study better there. Hehe.

FUTURE :

Who do you want to marry?
I want to marry my boyfriend of course cause he makes happy and i love him deeply but only time will tell if everything falls into place.

When do you want to get married?
When i am stable of course but if can when I reach 25.

How do you want to get married?
In church I guess.

Where do you want to settle down at?
I dont know. It Depends.

Whats your dream job?
I want to become a very successful Lawyer.

How many kids do you want?
Only two, a girl and a boy.

What do you want your kid's names to be?
The girl will be Arianna Priyanka Raj and the boy will be Arian Prakash Raj.

Do you want to have kids early or later on in life?
Doesnt matter as long as im married.

What kind of house do you want to live in?
A double storey corner house or a banglo. Hehe.

What kind of car do you want to drive?
Ok I wouldnt go overboard so A BMW!! Its classy, elegant and awesome!!

How many and what kind of pets do you want to have?
As many as I like. I want dogs, rabbits and hamsters.

Where do you want to go to college (if you haven't already)?
Im already studying in Brickfields Asia College.

Written on 5/05/2009

Lasts..

2009-05-05T17:10:00.004+08:00

LASTS:
Last beverage → Chocolate cream chip, Starbucks.
Last phone call → My baby pa.
Last instant message → Baby pa again.
Last song you listened to → Bye Bye by Mariah Carey.
Last time you cried → just now while updating my blog.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Yes, my boyfriend, almost everyday. ^_^
Been cheated on → yes.
Lost someone special→ YES!! My dad!!

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → not even close.
Laughed until you cried → Yes. Yes.
Met someone who changed your life → yes, you changed my life baby sayang and I cant live without you pa!!
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → yes.
How many kids do you want to have → a girl and a boy.
Do you have any pets → YES, my dog named darling.
Do you want to change your name → No, I love my name.
What time did you wake up today → 10 am.
What were you doing at midnight last night → I was on the ph with my boyfriend.
Name something you CANNOT wait for → My cousins to come down from phillippines.
Last time you saw your father→ the day before he passed away, 2nd june 2008.
What's one thing you wish you could change → I wish I could turn back time to day before my dad passed away.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Nope.
What's getting on your nerves right now → An ex friend and his fly behaving like total asses and making a big issue out of a particular prob!!
What's your real name → i'm suppose to have a fake name???
Zodiac sign → Gemini.
Elementary/primary School → SK Jalan Bukit 1.
Hair color → dark hazelnut brown. Hehe.
Long or short → Very long. ^_^
Are you a health freak → Kinda.
Righty or lefty → definitely a righty.

FIRSTS:
First pet → A dog named Blackie.
First vacation → Not sure if its phillippines 1st or penang.

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Not eating.
Drinking → Drinking.
Waiting → Waiting to meet my boyfriend.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → most definitely. A girl and a boy.
Want to get married?→ Of course.
Careers in mind? → a very successful Lawyer.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Lost glasses/contacts → yes.
Ran away from home → no.
Broken someone's heart → yes.
Turned someone down → yup.
Cried when someone died → Yup!! when my dad died!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → yeah I do!
Miracles → i do.
Love at first sight → most definitely.
Heaven → yes and i hope i go there.. hehe..
Santa Claus → yeah. hehehe.. ^_^
Kiss on the first date → no way. too fast.
Angels → yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes. with my dad. Wish he was here.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → no! Ill never play with a persons heart.
Do you believe in God? → OF COURSE!!
First surgery → no way. Not even close.
First piercing → ears. I was still a baby.
First best friend(s) → Ong Su Koon. I was in primary School.
First sport you joined → Running for my class in kindergarten.

Krazy!

2009-05-05T16:47:00.003+08:00

RULES:1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT
SOUNDS.
4. Tag 5 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY:
Until the end of time – Justin Timberlake (LOL)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Big girls dnt cry - Fergie. (alrite!)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The man who cant be moved – the script

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Petrified – Fort Minor . (do i?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Green Light – Andre 3000 (really)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Miss Independant - Neyo. (rock on!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Hypnotized - Akon

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Stay - Estrella (hmm)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Home - Daughtry

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Go on girl - Neyo (huh?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
America's suiteheart – Fall Out Boy

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Live your life – Rihanna ft T.I. (TOTALLY)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Say It Again -Marie Digby

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Kiss me thru the ph – Soulja Boy (Hehe)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Move Shake Now Drop – DJ Laz (LOL)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Every time I close my eyes – babyface (sigh)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Kiss me - cranberries

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
Poker face – Lady gaga

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
If I were a boy – beyonce (haha)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Waiting on the world to change – John mayer (yeah dts right)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
There's Nothing – Sean Kingston

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Krazy - Pitbull

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A Tribute To My Dad

2008-08-05T13:24:00.006+08:00

My dad was a great man. He was well loved by his family and friends. He was a wonderful person at heart who cared deeply for his wife and children and for his mother and siblings. My dad was a happy-go-lucky person who loved having guests around and entertaining his friends. My dad has been the sole protector and the pillar of strength for our family. Its a huge shoe here that has been left for me to fill.

He is a wonderful son,husband, father and brother to us all. He has been married to my mum for 20 years now and has spent his whole life together with her with lots of love and care than anyone could imagine. Seeing the both of them together seems like they just started dating like teenagers rather than being married to each other.

To me, they took the meaning of love to a whole new level. The amount of care they have for each other was unimaginable. He was her very own knight in shinning armour. All the years of my life, I have never seen them being rude or deceitful to one another. They have set a very good example for me and my little bro. Even though my mum was not from here and from a different race, he never once disrespected or mistreated her.

My dad was very well respected by his friends and his peers. He provided us with everything we wanted and tries his best not to dissapoint us. As hard as things may be and as much problems as he was having to go through he would never let us know because he never wanted us to worry. He wants to do it all by himself cause he felt that what was his responsibility should not be put on to others.

He is the type that if i still can do it i’ll do it all. He was responsible in building our family. He took care of everything for us. Even though he was tired and he was getting old that would still not stop him from working day and night to provide a good education and everything else for us. Seeing my dad hold this huge burden on his shoulders tears me up inside for i was helpless and unable to help lighten his burden. He was more concern for his family then for himself.

My dad was a man with a few words, at least he was to us. He doesn’t talk or say much to us. When i was growing up we distanced apart and i thought it was because he didn’t love me but i was wrong. He did love me, very much actually. He just never knew how to show it. Now that i’m older and wiser, i realize now that he did show me love, bundles of it infact, but just not in a way that i would see it.

My dad was a very fit person and for this to happen was an absolute shock to all of us. To find my uncle knocking on my door at 5am to tell me that my dad was in d hospital was a shock for me. I just saw him before he left for a dinner. I rushed to the hospital and when i arrived at the hospital, I found all my relatives there, i knew i was too late. I cant believe he’s gone, and the cause was heart attack..definitely a silent killer indeed. It was creeping unto him..waiting for a time..so unexpected..then it took him..silently but quickly..the shock still has quite resenated in us yet. But then again we cant turn back time and everything happens for a reason. I just thank god that he wasn’t alone when it happened and that we know the truth. I pray that his soul may rest in peace and that he is in a better place with you, O Lord.

(24/12/1957-03/06/2008)

written on 04/06/2008

A whole new yr, A whole new start (hopefully)

2008-08-05T12:34:00.006+08:00

Its now the year 2008., i am finally out of high school and venturing into adulthood. Bigger responsibilities are vested upon me now. I am just hoping that the saying “A whole new year a whole new start” really brings out a new start for me but ever since the middle of last year everything has been going extremely well. I’ve been through a lot for these past few years. Many challenges and obstacles had to be overcomed which really put myself to the test and thank god i got through it but i am still going through some of it though.

Life has never been easy for me. I started being very matured at such a young age. I had to grow up fast due to the obstacles that i had to go through in life. Through every experience i learned a lot about life and i grew wiser. Knowing how to protect and keep myself safe and strong. Well at least i try to do so. Through my whole journey so far i’ve discovered a lot of things and throughout my discovery i encountered with many types of people, some were nice and some weren’t.

Life isn’t as bad as it seems though but its not as good either, depending on that person’s outlook on life. I am grateful for everything i have because i know that there are many people who are less fortunate than i am. Besides everyone has problems too, its just that the level of seriousness of their problems may vary..

However, i am really looking forward to this year. After the LOVE & LIFE seminar my life has changed and improved for the better. Relationship with my dad and my family has been renewed and blossomed. My true friends are there for me no matter what happens as long as they know who am i truly. I am finally out of school doing law, its my dream job really and its so exciting. Its all good now really. I am looking forward to find out what the future is instore me though..

Written on 18 Jan 08

Guys Appreciate Your Girls!!

2007-08-28T13:49:00.001+08:00

Guys...
realize that the girl holding onto u..
is PERFECT in her own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that.

She can always get up and walk away,
getting SOMEONE ELSE WHO CAN LOVE HER MORE.
For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,a maybe perfect love for her..

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to LOVE HER MORE THAN U ARE LOVING HER NOW
,fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.
Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you CHEAT on her..
by hugging and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think??
Do you feel the hurt??
Can you feel the guilt??

She loves you not because you are good looking,
have money,buy her things,make her parents happy,or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch,
your every kiss,
your every thought,
every word you say,
everything you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

I'm now a soldier christ..

2007-07-16T21:16:00.002+08:00

15th of july will be a day i will always remember for the rest of my life. For it was the day of my confirmation. I was very excited for it to come. I was excited not only because everyone was going to get all dressed up, the gals in white dresses or blouses and skirts whereas the boys were in maroon ties, white shirts and black pants but i was also excited because it was the starting of our journey towards becoming soldiers of christ..

Everyone was just so happy. All the confirmants looked stunning in their own way. As the ceremony was about to start. We all stood in lines standing beside our god parents. We have prepared for this day for so long and now we are ready to receive the sacrament of confirmation and receive the 7 gifts of the Holy Spirit so we marched in and sat in our respective pews.

We all sang and prayed so loud. We meant every word we prayed and every song we sang with all our hearts and after the confirmation rites were done. We stood up and started walking in lines along with our god parents beside us as we walked up to the archbishop who was going to seal us with the Holy Spirit. I watched all my classmates and the rest of the fellow confirmants which was about 89 of us as i waited for my turn.

There were all kind of reactions from them. Some were just so happy and some just started crying. And when it was my turn i couldnt control myself. The moment i was up there near the altar and the archbishop laid his hand on my head and said be sealed with the Holy Spirit my hairs stood up. I felt a sting of fire flowing down my spine. I had a tingling feeling flowing through my body and as i walked back to my pew and continued singing, i couldnt control myself and i just burst into tears it was a new feeling. I just dont know how to explain it but it was a beautiful feeling..its just extraordinary!!

After the ceremony i was just so happy but i was sad to cause it meant that it would be the last time the whole class would be together like this. To me, my journey towards confirmation has just been beautiful. It has changed me a lot. I've gained a lot of knowledge. I've opened up with a lot of people. I've grown in my faith and i've grown closer to GOD and i wouldnt change any bit of it. Now looking back i hope we all would still remain as close as we all have become and we would meet up as often as possible. I just wanna thank your grace, our archbishop, our dear priests, our wonderful teachers, Mr.Leonard Pelly and Mr.William, Reuben and the rest who has helped us and stuck there with us and all the conformation students. My journey with you all has been great and i will miss you all. You all will always be in my hearts. I would name all of you but the list would just go on and on.

Most of all i am extremely thankful to be where i am now and i thank god for everything i have and for always being there for me. I hope i will continue to do god's work as a soldier of christ with all of you.

How nice if i had a boyfriend who would do all of this 4 me...

2007-07-12T15:03:00.002+08:00

Do This To YouR GirlFrienD~~ =)
every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she is sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before

My Very First Post

2007-06-21T14:26:00.003+08:00

First off, there are many things i would like to write about cause finally i am able to express it all out so today i chose to talk about something that i am experiencing at the moment.

I am a roman catholic and as a roman catholic we have many stages that we would need to undergo. Well i am currently preparing myself for my confirmation which will be about 1 month from now so in order of preparing myself for it i had to attend a preparation camp which was held 2 weeks ago. This camp was unlike any other camp i have been to, religious ones i mean. Anyways the experience that i've gained in that camp is extraordinary.

To be a honest, i wasn't really into my faith. I mean i believed in it, i trusted it but i never really knew my faith deeply. I only knew the outline of it. I wasn't living the life of a catholic, i don't pray except for sundays when i am at mass. I wasn't being a practising catholic you could say. I would go to church only because i had to and not because i want to.

That has changed now. When i started my cathecism class for confirmation this year my views on life, my faith, people and so on has changed. I've become a better person. I've strong moral values now. I pray cause i want to and after attending that camp it changed me even more. It changed me completely. It wasn't what i heard the camp that changed my views. It was what i felt, it was god. It was that deep connection that i felt, it was that special relationship with god that was once lost is now renewed.

I hope to experience this great feeling even more. I cant wait for my confirmation ceremony. To those who are catholics who have lost ur path, trust and have faith in god. Keep doing so and u will be rewarded,trust me!