Thursday, 28 May 2009

*Sigh*

*Sigh* Damn sad la. Exam was hard i guess. I forgot the cases la!! How to write the essays la like that?! Well bye bye contract. Hope i don't fail!! I'm scared now. Need to study for tort now!! STUDY!! STUDY!! Hopefully by some incredible miracle tort wouldn't be so bad. Tomorrow is my b.day but i don't really feel excited about it.
I don't know why but i fell so emotional. Missing my dad too. Plus i'm feeling lonely.
Well hope things will change soon.

Sunday, 17 May 2009

Happy Birthday Darling!!

Today my dog's 1st birthday. Her name is Darling. She's a Shitzu. A very adorable, intelligent but naughty little sweety of mine. So Happy Birthday!! Even though i know your never going to read this and its not like you can either yet i still wanted make a tribute to you. You're not just a dog, your family. And we love you!!

Anyways, Darling got a makeover about a week or two ago. We normally keep her fur long but since it had too many tangles and it was to painful untangle it, therefore we decided to cut her fur short.

Here are some before and afters:

Before:

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YAY!!

My relatives are finally here from philippines. They arrived here on thursday. I'm super happy!! WWWhhhhhhhhheeeeeee!!!!!! Plus they brought loads of goodies for me.. aka FOOD!! haha..

Well so far i've taken them to a couple of places. We went to Mines Wonderland. Then we went swimming. We even spent time playing Bingo and card games like UNO and Lucky 9.
Lucky 9 was really fun too. We had a great laugh playing it because we had to face the penalty if we lost. You will understand what i mean when you see the pictures.

Though i'm having so much fun i'm torn between having to study and spending time with them because my finals are coming up and i'm packed with revision classes too. SIGH!!!
Y me?? Y?? Hmmmmm..hopefully ill be ready for exams. That's really worrying me right now.

Anyways here's some glimpse of what we did so far:

At the airport:

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Swimming:

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At Mines Wonderland:

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After our cards session:

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Wednesday, 13 May 2009

50 Little Secrets..

50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least ten friends

01. Who was your last text from?
- My Boyfriend, Huraj.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
- In Phillippines during my 18th birthday bash.

03. Your relationship status?
- Im in a relationship..and LOVING IT!! =)

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
- I hope not cause i definitely don't want that.

05. What is your current mood?
- Worried..cause exams are coming soon.

06. How many siblings do you have?
- Just me and my little brother.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
- Russell Ganesh.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
- With him.

09. Have a crazy side?
-Hehe..yeah.. i bet.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
- uhhh..i tink so?

11. Something you do a lot?
- talk or laugh. haha!

12. Angry at anyone?
- Yeah, at dumb****. I think a bunch of us are for that matter, right syg?

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
- Nothing..i already have him..=)

14. When was the last time you cried?
- On labour day, missing my dad.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- Yup.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
- My boyfriend, i wish he was there with me.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Huraj again. =)

18. What is your favorite song?
- Too many la!!

19. What are you doing right now?
-Updating my blog.

20. Who do you trust right now?
- God, my family, my boyfriend and certain friends.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- My cousin from Phillippines.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
- Eeehehehehe. Yeah. =)

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
- Anastasia.

24. Describe your life in one word?
-Interesting!!

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
- My dad.

26. What should you be doing right now?
- Studying!!

27. What are you listening to?
- Bone Thugs And Harmony - Nuff Respect.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
- Cynthia.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
- My mum?

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
-Nope. Im pretty much myself.

31. What is your natural hair color?
- Dark brown.=)

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- My boyfriend..

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
- erm...my dad. im missing him.

34. What do you hear?
- My dog snoring. haha. Darling darling.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
- Straight! hehe.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
- hmm..don't think so.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
- Yeah.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
- Yeah, all d time.=)

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- hahaha. Yeah! =P

41. Are you happy with life right now?
- I MOST CERTAINLY AM!!

42. Are you currently jealous?
- Nope.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
-My gold chain with a cross pendant. A gift from my dad actually.

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
- Had to attend class.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yeah but i don't care cause I have a special someone now and I am happy.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- I guess so.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
- No one in particular.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- I had flu, fever and cough. (looks like the whole package huh)

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
-1.00 am

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- Nope but i believe i am about to.


I tag :
Saktia
Helena
Joshua
Chan Chee Keong
Alexander
Adelene
Leithiga

Sunday, 10 May 2009

Mummy, you are the reason I am here!

This joyous day only comes around once in every year. Its a day that we get to show extra our tribute to all the lovely mothers for their years of being our role models and showing us each day how amazing our lives with them around.

Firstly, i would like to show my biggest tribute to my incredible mother who has shown me so much of love and attention. She has always been there for me in every way. She brought me up with lots of wisdom and self dignity that i am able to held my head up high and walk through the strong currents of life without allowing it to overthrow me.

She taught me how to pick myself up time and time again after every fall and not to accept defeat easily. She taught me how to be a better friend, a better daughter and a better person. She taught me that life is not as easy as it seems. She taught me to be aware of unwanted dangers that lurk in people's heart. She taught me many things which is why i am able to stand on my own two feet. She is the reason why i am able to call myself an independant lady maturing towards womenhood. I am who am today because of her. She has provided me with a great past which has prepared me for the comings of the future.

I was able to accept daddy's death as you have prepared me to be strong enough to face such struggles. Mummy, I am so blessed and grateful to have you as my mother. I know now that you need me and Russell more than ever to help you through your pain and sorrows. Know that we are always here for you. You are one of the most precious people in my life and i can never live without you. I will cherish and treasure you always. I love you so much mummy!!!!!! For ever and for always!!!!

Thank you as well to all the mothers out there for everything you've done. Thank you for going through all the times of hardships, willingly sacrificing for us and for making the world a better place.

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Mummy and russell.

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Clowning around.

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Mummy and My Baby Sayang.

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Happy times.

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My Amazing Mother!

Some of the Lovely Mothers i know:

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My Grandma and My Mum.

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Mummy and Jeeva Atte.

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Sara Atte.

Wednesday, 6 May 2009

I Tag U!

Name the people you tagged.

  • Helena Loh

  • Joshua Tee

  • Christina Abigail

  • Juan Margarita

  • Chan Chee Keong

  1. Describe yourself in one word.
    Understanding.

    3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
    I would pick both. How can I be happy with the person if the person is not the one I love and if he doesn't really love me.

    4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
    Not really. Im pretty upfront with my feelings that is if I want them to know and if I do I bet they could tell.

    5. How if people reject your confession face to face?
    I may be hurt if they are harsh but I would be okay with it. Their lost and besides, I bet someone better would come my way.

    6. God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
    I will love you forever and always. Know that ill always be watching you and guiding you cause I shall always be in your heart.

    7. What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
    Up to you then.

    8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
    Yeah, I felt bad for the person so I thought of giving it a shot but it never worked. You can never be happy with someone if you don't love them.

    9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
    Yes, a good support system.

    10. Long distance love?
    If I really love the person then why not but it wouldnt be easy. But then again I dont think my boyfriend would agree to it as he cannot stand being far away from me and neither can I. (ryte boo?) ^_^

    11. Best place to cry?
    In my room.

    12. Who do you love the most?
    God, my family, my boyfriend and those wonderful ppl who are always there for me.(list to long if were to name you all la)

    13. Tell us of your dream last night?
    I cant remember if had one.

    14. Ever hated someone so bad?
    Hate is a very strong word. Despise sounds much better but yeah. Hehe.

    15. The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard?
    Hmm. i've heard a couple but would rather keep it to myself.

    16. The last person you had a beer with?
    My boyfriend, Jabez and Saktia but then again I was only having a few sips cause I hate beer. LOL.

    17. The last person you went to the movies with?
    My boyfriend and my mummy.

    18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
    My boyfriend. Hehe. I Love You Baby Sayang!!

    19. The last person you hugged?

    My boyfriend again. Hehe!

    20. The last person you yelled at?
    Terran Vincent!! Dumb ass!!

    21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
    Hehe. Yeah. My boyfriend of course.

    22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
    A stupid ex-friend of mine is behaving like an ass trying to stir up problems!! GRRRR!!

    23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
    I'd wish my dad was around longer and I wish I would have a happy life and successful career.

    24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
    Rome, Venice, Italy, Paris..aiyo whole of Europe la better.. hehe.

    25. What you hate the most?
    Losing the one I love and failing.

    26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
    My relationship with my boyfriend.

    27. Five facts about me:

  1. I am super in love with my boyfriend!!

  2. i love my family so much!!

  3. i am understanding

  4. i am patient

  5. i love reading, writing poetry and spending time with the ones I love.


28. Five things that scare me:

  1. death

  2. losing my loved ones

  3. failing in life

  4. accidents

  5. being lonely


29. Two songs playing in my head lately:

  1. Boom Boom Pow – B.E.P.

  2. Sugar – Flo Rida ft Wynter.


30. Five things I treasure in my life :

  1. God.

  2. my family.

  3. my boyfriend.

  4. my friends.

  5. my dog

Where Do I Start?

Have you ever had a best friend?
Of course. Many actually.

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
Yeah, I have. In many ways in fact but I have changed for the better. However, I am still true to myself. :)

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
Yeah!! I cant wait for my relatives to come down from Phillippines!! Gosh, I miss them!!

Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Kinda but then again as long as those who are close to me know me and those who get to know me can see the real me then it doesn't really matter.

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
I don't have Myspace.

Let's test your memory, what were you doing during your last kiss?
Standing near my car saying goodbye to my boyfriend and his friend before I leave.

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
Nope.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I bet. I don't know about others but I know my boyfriend is. HAHA.

Who's your guy best friend?
Joshua Tee and Aloysius Gomez.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
My Boyfriend and my friends. Hehe.

Do you know the last person you were in a car with other than family?
Janaki Chelliah

When is the last time you talked to your grandma?
3rd May 2009.

Last time you were on the phone?
I'm on the phone now actually.

Are you depressed?
Not really. More upset actually. I want the damn problems to be solved fast. :( :( :(

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Yeah. My boyfriend.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
Not really.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Yes. Hehe. My boyfriend.

Who was the last person that left you a comment?
Saktia. On my chat box in my blog.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Studying and spending time with my boyfriend, Jabez and Saktia.

Who's the prettiest girl you've ever met?
Saktia Panchakaran, Helena Loh, Janaki Chelliah, Lai Su Yen, Claire-Rose, Jessy Chin, Anastasia and Andrea.

Have you held hands with anyone in the past week?
Yes. With my Babyboo.

Ever go camping?
Yeah I did. During school days. I even hosted camping parties and attended my friends' camping parties. Gosh, I do miss the old days.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
Just now.

Are you missing out?
I am missing out but my time will come.

What are you listening to right now?
Sugar – Flo Rida ft Wynter.

Last time you made a bet with someone?
I don't really do bets.

Will this weekend be a good one?
I most definitely hope so. Besides its mother's day this weekend.

How are you feeling today?
Lazy, pissed off with someone and excited.

Have you ever been cheated on?
Yeah, many times.

Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it?
No! i certainly hope not.

Would you ever quit a bad habit for someone?
Yes of course if they would quit habits too. To be quite frank I quit my bad habits when boyfriend agreed to quit his.

Who was the last peron's voice you heard?
My boyfriend's.

Whats the last thing you made for someone?
Nothing really.

Has anyone dissapointed you recently?
Kinda.

How late did you stay up last night?
4.30am

Are you a morning person or a night person?
It depends but I think I am more of a night person.

What's something you really want right now?
A new handphone.

Do you regret doing something today?
Nope.

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Yes.

Do you miss anyone?
My Dad.

Do you like Mexican food?
Not really but would love too. I love food!!

What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing? I'm in the house la.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Nope. None that i can think of.

Was your New Years Eve enjoyable?
it was awesome!!! i was in Phillippines but I was missing my boyfriend cause he was in Malaysia during New Years Eve.

How was your Christmas?
It was okay la but I was heartbroken cause it was my boyfriend's b.day but I couldn't celebrate his b.day nor Christmas with him cause I was in Phillippines and he was in Malaysia. That was supposed to be the 1st time he celebrated his b.day with me ever since we got together. So that was upseting. Plus it was my 1st Christmas spent without my dad's presence so a gloomy Christmas it was.

How are you feeling?
tired, lazy and worried.

Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
Yes.

Ever receive a really long apology?
Yeah, from my boyfriend.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Nope and I hope it stays that way.

Is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without?
Yeah, my family and my boyfriend.

How many close friends do you have?
Maybe about 10+. Too many to count actually.

Who is the most beautiful person you know?
My Mother.

Most annoying?
Terran Vincent and his father!! Such a****!!

Who in your life has hurt you the most?
Many ppl actually but never mind. What goes around comes around.

Is there someone you know you should hate, but you cant?
I don't really hate ppl, I just despise them.

Do you like someone as more than a friend right now?
YEAH!! HURAJ!! MY SUNSHINE!!

Do you miss anybody?
Yeah loads of ppl.

Have you ever lost anybody close to you?
Yeah, my dad!!! SOBS!!

Is there anyone you trust even though you should not?
I certainly hope not.

Who knows you best?
God, my boyfriend and my friends.

Relationship or Hook-Up?
Relationship, definitely.

Ever been in love with someone?
Uuhhh? Yeah!!

Need anyone?
Yes i do. I am independant but that doesnt mean i would want to be lonely.

Few close friends or many acquaintances?
I have a few close friends that i can trust so many acquaintances i guess.

Has anybody in your family ever let you down?
Yeah they have but they have stepped up.

Anybody in your friends ever let you down?
Yeah they have but I hope it wont happen again.

Who have you let down the most?
My parents but I hope I made it up to them.

Who is your best friend of the same sex?
Janaki Chelliah, Helena Loh, Anastasia, Lai Su Yen, Jessy Chin.

Best friend of the opposite sex?
Joshua Tee.

Ever told a member of the opposite sex you loved them?
Obviously!!!

Who do you know is the most ambitious?
My Boyfriend.

Who is the most frustrating?
Terran Vincent!!

Who is the loudest?
My Brother.

Who is the quietest?
Ee Hann.

Who is the most genuine?
My family,my boyfriend and a couple of my friends.

Who has the power to make your world fall apart?
My loved ones.

Wanna say something to someone?
Love U, Love U, Love U!!!!!

Wish things could have gone differently with someone?
Depends.

Hows your heart lately?
Besides missing my dad its been good.


Written on 5/05/2009